What now?!?!?!??!?

I came clean with my wife about my desires to transition. We talked and laid everything out. It went better than I suspected! She doesn't believe that I'm really transgendered, but she does want to support me. And that means everything to me.

So what now? I'm excited, terrified, anxious, afraid, nervous, happy, joyous, and the list goes on. At least now I can move forward and I don't feel stuck. But I feel like that race horse who is too scared to leave the chute once the gate has been opened!

Focus and breathe. That's what I keep telling myself. Focus and breathe. Breathe.